Once you start to look at the formal framework when writing, it is as good as no longer possible, to get into a writing flow in the first place. It starts with that, that you already revise every paragraph after two sentences, ums ...
3004_Diary___ I'm looking for the space in between
The dynamic, in which one drifts forward, has something magnetic about it. In between, someone is busy solving acute problems. I admit, that I solve one acute problem after the next, but never- and maybe because of that- niemals mein chronisches ...
3004_to the “Belief” and prose writing
After many years of writing off (Automatic writing), circular letter, I have myself at "Belief" struggled to do so (through deliberation), that I have to create chapters in some way, die in sich so was wie ein Ende und Anfa ...
E-Mail to a person who somehow tried to draw my attention to the fact that I am not a slave (?)
Hello, Why shouldn't I reply? I am alone most of the time (24 hours a day) and bedbound many hours because of Myalgic Encephalomyelitis. And I am an Eremit, grown up more and more like a crooked tree or some fossil. So you see, I am grateful i ...
Visuell:Sack-Selfie
(31.3.21, No, I don't show the vulgar ones, but the ugly is vulgar to the eye, then you have an inner quarrel, should one show the vulgar or not. You could look at it differently? A young body is never vulgar, aber ein alter/ ...
3004__Diary_ to the retreat
Then when I'm dead, in this brief moment the greatest possible and most defenseless intimacy, I don't want to have a single eye on myself and never be seen by any look. Another, further condition, the ...
Prose_Grandfather's Myths, revised
Grossvaters Mythen Fritz hat heute seine Zähne nicht drin. We only notice it when we press the bus station. No teeth in there, but as always with the ornate walking stick. Fritz takes huge steps. Er hat nicht nur gross ...
Retro 17, Song without dancing
Blood vessels- ich denke mir euch als aus einem Weinen oder Lachen geschnittene Girlanden, die sich öffnen und runterfallen ins zapfengelockte Meer. Now it is too late. bone- I think of you as long noses from puppets, on four threads ...
Diary_22_3
The only, what I realized after so many years, is, that my brain is disabled. Of course there is physical illness, but this is relatively clear (Myalgic E. according to the international consensus criteria). Die Behi ...