So it is like that, that I want to write out of the text, quasi expanding from the inside to the outside. Paint a flower, which erodes. Don't write linearly and don't think, that I can only think linearly, when I think consciously.
Nevertheless: from the inside to the outside, write in a circle: it can only arise. And that makes me suspicious.
I just let arise again.
As soon as I want to hold on to something and do it, blocks it.
(14.4.21)