Posts in category: 3004_Diary

I see exactly 3 battles, that I could win or lose: Krankheit resp physische Homöostase berufliche resp. künstlerische Anerkennung LoveAndere Battles sehe ich augenblicklich nicht und habe keine Augen dafür, e.g.. for so many Life-S ...

Once you start to look at the formal framework when writing, it is as good as no longer possible, to get into a writing flow in the first place. It starts with that, that you already revise every paragraph after two sentences, ums ...

The dynamic, in which one drifts forward, has something magnetic about it. In between, someone is busy solving acute problems. I admit, that I solve one acute problem after the next, but never- and maybe because of that- niemals mein chronisches ...

After many years of writing off (Automatic writing), circular letter, I have myself at "Belief" struggled to do so (through deliberation), that I have to create chapters in some way, die in sich so was wie ein Ende und Anfa ...

Then when I'm dead, in this brief moment the greatest possible and most defenseless intimacy, I don't want to have a single eye on myself and never be seen by any look. Another, further condition, the ...

The only, what I realized after so many years, is, that my brain is disabled. Of course there is physical illness, but this is relatively clear (Myalgic E. according to the international consensus criteria). Die Behi ...

So you can definitely be an addiction (or bad behavior) have and understand exactly, how this addiction comes about and works. And it can still be, that there is nothing you can do about it of your own accord. D ...

So I think so too 25 Years ME and 8 Years forums did not join the juice diet. Or the other way around: when on CFS forums (consciously don't say CFS ME) is claimed, with the green stuff cure one can remission, then I ask myself, why not yet(r) ...

I do not know, if that is a good idea, every confession since 2017 to go through and make the change directly in the "Body of text" to write in. I like that "straighte" method, but irritates me, the existence "body" thereby with force "on ...