For me, Eros lived within the cells, the smallest part of the body. But he lived also beyond the body, the flesh, the materia.
Being reduced on a such a tiny thing like cells did alter a sort of vitality I could not localize wholy within my organic system which is full of blockades
but in an astral fluid or stream, that was there or not there independently of my physical state. Constantly I was physically miserabel the last eight years and farer of my status as an habitant of the material body
and yet or because of that Eros surrounded me more than he did all the years before when I trained my bodily system to be functional and lived in fragemented states of mechanical acts.