Beaurivage, Thun, 1996 8.12.1996 Write on these trips. The days spent in the lightless. Drive out into the nights; the lights have already closed. So I drive from the lightless day into the closed rooms of the night. Und w ...
2.30 AM (before noon)
A resinous squeak as always at this time. The first roller shutter goes up. shift work, maybe. At the same time someone opens the hot water tap upstairs, a night bath for day trippers, lucky two. Als Kinder haben wir uns in der Wanne als S ...
Diary and #pwME, 9.10.20
You tell me, dear friend and ME sufferer, that you're worried, because I, instead of paying attention to my physical limits, go for a walk and that "Search far", so, better fight / deal with psychological distress. It would be stupid, when I'm there ...
ME-Diary (Lovesick box)
"It is always the same." You said this, in bitterness, when you were gone. "It is always the same." And, the external circumstances of severe myalgic E. correspond exactly to this perception, even a normal family doctor refused my care with d ...
the one left behind
Because I can't look for treasure, I want to look for a sentence. It should roll long like the midnight train over the bridge behind my window: Tdmtdmttdm. And give me hold until tomorrow. The, who find a treasure, sind leise ...
Lovesick box
When I'm no longer there for you, then I don't want anything more. But why? This is just nature and fatality. identity, that dissolves like a mesh carpet, just because love is gone, brings out the true identity? But, and, i e ...
Amour-Box I, re: Children's room excursion
When I was eighteen I wanted to go to Malteland and let Malte deflower me. Malte had a subcutaneous one, aversive Magie, with which he simultaneously beguile-poison-paralyze-send-away-again-in-himself-draw women etc. could (in meinem ...
Love-Box, Malteland
, Earlier, when I last saw Malte, for the last time the brain and the veins full of red wine and beer, I said a sentence to him, always, in consciousness, that it's my last sentence for him. In front of the coffee bar Mocha, at four at night, am Thuner Schlo ...
History lesson for children
About 150 Years ago, two vain badges attacked each other, around as they said, To become brothers, honored as enemies. It was at a time, in which countries were divided up and stole for the game. Frankreich war damals schon gross, Prussia there, ...
Kam herein
Schritte hinter meiner Tür. Tell me, when is a coming. And when to go. I'm so in love with faces. I can see that in my steps: one is on the go, one is dragging himself. (that's the, that comes from the cleaning company) And a ...