44 nevermore

With the four thousand sf., which we shoved up the blackmailer's ass, theoretically we could have had a nice cruise in a sea that was still untouched. me on deck, of, Raven fly, above me or in the stern. What peace! An empty spirit ...

Portrait_an old man

An old man with icy hair brought me four sunflowers. But he wanted to caress my cheek in return. I jumped a little and hid behind the four sunflowers. The old man with the ice hair grew grumpy and pulled out a little ...

Portrait_Stürmchen

Storm, that was once a figure in a head, a figure on paper. Sturmchen had not grown up in a house, only in an idea. But one day it became too small for Stürmchen, only in the head, only on paper; she didn't want to be that anymore. ...

Portrait_Rudi_(30 Portraits?)

When Rudi passes by, then you know, that it is Rudi, because from his mobile phone this hit star, gives, Helene Fischer, booms. Rudi has no hair on his head, but mostly with a can of beer in hand. The hand has a tremor. I can at R ...

Portrait_Regula

Fuck, I am in the lowest level of being! Regula and I met at the Day Care Center for Psychos. Day care was the only subliminal offer, where you could work for just two hours a week. Regulates h ...

43 nevermore

So I'm trying to be that typewriter, until the last moment, I still have work for a few weeks, Thank God. I'm trying to convince myself, that there is only writing, and as soon as I fall away from it and look around in mine ...

42 nevermore

Every minute, in which I don't write, I suffer mental anguish. It must be an art now, to forget my circumstances, at least for minutes! people tell me: just keep writing! Or: keep writing! as wh ...

41 nevermore

Whole life was like a conspiracy wants me absolutley driving to suicide, especially the last six years and mostly that last two, Raven. I am supposed to see my failure genetically. In the meanwhile I can hardly see my family because of that. ...