Also this year I am eagerly trying to fulfill my duties as a consumer.
I have existed as a consumer for several years and have been called and advertised as a consumer thousands of times in emails and even on my WordPress site. As a consumer, I am only right, diligent and good; As a consumer, I am addressed as a whole person. In consuming, I implicitly fully affirm the “pre-prevailing” life form. I am of desire and vision …….
only with my little Hölderlin table from the “art” and to live some side jobs …..(back then), become an extension of an idle wheel. Because I have no access to social capital, and I continue to remain physically disabling, I don't have the strength, to participate in a life form acceptable for the planet.
I am bound by decadence, the idle, the doing nothing, the beauty, the antiquated dream ….. I'm an offshoot, who contributes nothing, since that, what I can contribute, superfluous and cannot even be taken in free exchange.
I no longer say all this in bitterness, because I had to walk this path. I long for a radical change. But given the circumstances, I can't get out of my path on my own. It would only work, if I could participate in society. I do not know, if I could finally do it now. The body, at least that one 1-3 works daily, can't approach, not into this center outside of me. And the, what i need, as a counterforce, don't happen to me.