'The heart has its reasons, which the mind does not know. ' One of my favorite quotes since I can read and write. Ever since I accuse myself and feel back, one: nicer and deeper, to feel clearer. Aber nun habe ich einen Sprung im Subjek ...
3004_Diary_ in the body
So I am locked in my body. But at the same time excluded from me as a body. That's what makes it special. The same can be applied to my relationship with the outside world: Ich bin als Mensch in dieser Aussenw ...
Blindfold
Nanu, I see nothing. Must grope through jumping tires, catacombs, eng. But I post everywhere, get bruises. Hallucinate tremors, like snakes, Places dangers, made out in somewhere. Am Arm führt mich keiner so s ...
mid-January, at the end of the day
My balcony door opens carefully. Rumble or thunder: A huge mass of traffic in the distance, turns away. Just the air soaked in smoky diesels. The night hangs opaque. I hope: they have this Ta ...
Epitaph on a useless one (Title based on Dorothy Parker)
Wind moves the tree. So she was moved. First in the trunk. About the middle. And finally in the tips. Lived and loved her. Shook the motionless tree. When a standstill shook her. And froze her to death like a tremor ...
Diary_3004_3_Selfporträit with body-warm thoughts
Mjs oduesP. Thinking out loud. Pause, think about it, what it is: that I can do nothing and have no talent for anything and rattled through all the tests, and because I'm trying, to work somehow through m ...