9.2.2002 Russian party at Gaby's. So many men, as I see in a year. In the dim light of the roof deck, family. Russian band, sentimental, melancholy. The Russian men dark, auratic. Gabie's attachment: Coach jackets students, ...
Early diaries, 2000
10.11.2000 A life dedicated to inner movement must end in self-abandonment or the madhouse. And yet I am a minimalist, just euphorize myself. One sentence, that gets me excited, because he might have hit my nerve ...
Early diaries, 1999, Ryfflihof
18.4.1999 Ryfflihof. I'm here. A human, a saleswoman, no idea. I have a card number, belong to the world again, do a service. I have a face? I have eyes? Nobody saw me. Should I be happy about it? ...
Retro: With Lillie in the papillorama (from my insatiable, 3, 2003)
The butterflies are like snowstorms. Your home, as tiny as a circus arena, is with tropical plants, artificial water source and red rocks. The temperature is thirty-five degrees Celsius. The Schmette ...
Memory: Gate to the Emmental 2
When I was twenty I hiked on the Egg. Together with Henry, the warmest and most vital person, I've ever met. It was May, but already warm in summer. One of the most beautiful fragrances, that exist, the smell of hay was in the air ...