With Myalgic Encephalomyelitis one can assume so, that projects already fail in their preliminary planning.
Even the smallest euphoric or “busy” actionism, get up like before, out of motivation, peppering his miserable life with one project or another, already a certain activity during the day, already a little coffee, Telephone, Research on employment, job or housing, an appointment in prospect etc…. all that and more …. already shattered in this initial phase: on the biochemical push effects, the joy of actionism, at the activity, which is to import the change, trigger.
You don't have to crash with myalgic encephalomyelitis at the minimal activity. Just imagining it is enough, the anticipation, the excitement and the willingness, to leave this misery behind forever, by creating an everyday life now, which is exciting and fulfilling.
A project, when you can't keep your head up for more than an hour?! And if you keep it upright for two or even three hours at a time, you have the juiciest high blood pressure the next day?! Who wants to commit suicide like that?, for a little bit of life …..
I'm waiting for exit. (Psy)
Anything else is not realistic. Not, if you love life passionately.
Cupid also lost, although Caritas did not replace him. And eros, the poorest, how much I adored him!!! –
it flows into Thanato's shoulder girdle as a lament.