Posts in category: 3004_Diary

The sheep are ringing and ringing half the night four meters from my bed over the road in the meadow. I like that very much, these newcomers! Definitely make Ghost City a few degrees warmer. Firm and rough, leicht fett fühlt sich s ...

Currently I'm still wearing the light gray jeans. In addition the gray-brown sweater from yesterday (who now has two ladder stitches from Hopfi). I wear small ones on my ears, red gold, fine causual hoop earrings. I don't wear socks. Auf den Lippen trag ...

So it is like that, that I want to write out of the text, quasi expanding from the inside to the outside. Paint a flower, which erodes. Don't write linearly and don't think, that I can only think linearly, when I think consciously. Nevertheless: von Inne ...

Once you start to look at the formal framework when writing, it is as good as no longer possible, to get into a writing flow in the first place. It starts with that, that you already revise every paragraph after two sentences, ums ...

The dynamic, in which one drifts forward, has something magnetic about it. In between, someone is busy solving acute problems. I admit, that I solve one acute problem after the next, but never- and maybe because of that- niemals mein chronisches ...

Then when I'm dead, in this brief moment the greatest possible and most defenseless intimacy, I don't want to have a single eye on myself and never be seen by any look. Another, further condition, the ...

So you can definitely be an addiction (or bad behavior) have and understand exactly, how this addiction comes about and works. And it can still be, that there is nothing you can do about it of your own accord. D ...

'The heart has its reasons, which the mind does not know. ' One of my favorite quotes since I can read and write. Ever since I accuse myself and feel back, one: nicer and deeper, to feel clearer. But now I have a leap in the subject(ive ...

So I am locked in my body. But at the same time excluded from me as a body. That's what makes it special. The same can be applied to my relationship with the outside world: Ich bin als Mensch in dieser Aussenwelt e ...

Mjs oduesP. Thinking out loud. Pause, think about it, what it is: that I can do nothing and have no talent for anything and rattled through all the tests, and because I'm trying, to somehow work through me ...