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Raven! I was present. But my presence was not enough.

I'm concerned with the impression, that my two novels (Statement of belief 10 years written on it, Testimony 2 Monate), don't radiate an appropriate age. It is strange, but it feels like it, as if the tone of my writing was young, als könnte er ni ...

First, in a first step, over a long process, you lose hope, that there is a therapy for your illness in the near future. This hopelessness turns into fact, also a process, that your life, so, how ...

I want to let go and surrender to exhaustion, but I can not. I'm always looking for a new path, that I could follow in a series of thoughts. I just want to work, I can only endure the pain when I'm still working, die aus ...

At the moment I have to keep showing up again, 'Cause I can't bear to be choked down into invisibility anymore. It hangs over me like a sword of Damocles, Raven. That the clearer it gets, that I'm going away, ich mich dagegen in aller Verzweiflung ...

Must now take hammer cortisone, because coughing won't stop, Bronchi attacked since last LE, somehow narrowed. I'm angry about it, that nobody told me, that the bronchi are also a weak point with Covid. Es wurde immer nur von ...

Police officers can be very human. so human, that tears come, because you can't convey the erroneously human. The mistakenly human, that led to this situation. There is no consolation. Bei Risiko verlier ...

Bitter Bile Ever

Last night I suddenly saw fish everywhere, on the wardrobe a greasy, scaly one, on the door frame a blue one with plumage and a brown googly eye. Behind the curtain a silver one,with head above water. Raven, bring nicht Glibberz ...