Posts in category: 3004_Diary

I was on a dating/meeting site on a Friday night. Instead of my size, Tick ​​hair color and pastime, I wrote a small, but detailed bio. Below that I put one of my email addresses. Prompt eine Stunde ...

When I was alive, Raven, I inevitably felt, having to run a parade. Why does that occur to me?? Maybe because I just woke up and had a dream: I had to walk through a kind of valley, anfangs zierten riesige gelbe u grüne ...

All this, Raven. curled up. So little. Raven. Rich existence, unreachable far away. Rich existence, Good, what an abundance of gifted life. So little, so much Raven. A thought in a room. Two eyes, two arms, two legs. And inside: ...

With the four thousand sf., which we shoved up the blackmailer's ass, theoretically we could have had a nice cruise in a sea that was still untouched. me on deck, of, Raven fly, above me or in the stern. What peace! Ein leeres Geisterschif ...

Every minute, in which I don't write, I suffer mental anguish. It must be an art now, to forget my circumstances, at least for minutes! people tell me: just keep writing! Or: keep writing! Als wäre ic ...

Whole life was like a conspiracy wants me absolutley driving to suicide, especially the last six years and mostly that last two, Raven. I am supposed to see my failure genetically. In the meanwhile I can hardly see my family because of that. I ne ...

always, when i want to sleep, everything comes to me, Raven. Everything. You know, that a so-called psychiatrist refused, to take the painful and sinful life confession from me with the justification, that it's not worth it, Austherapierten zu ...

Raven! I was present. But my presence was not enough.

I'm concerned with the impression, that my two novels (Statement of belief 10 years written on it, Testimony 2 Monate), don't radiate an appropriate age. It is strange, but it feels like it, as if the tone of my writing was young, als könnte er ni ...

First, in a first step, over a long process, you lose hope, that there is a therapy for your illness in the near future. This hopelessness turns into fact, also a process, that your life, so, how ...