Posts in category: 3004_Diary

Now I am afraid, I could not finish my work. Raven.

Look, Raven. There must be life. Or there must be death. But we, poeple with Myalgi E./Playing-Dead-Syndrom, we are always between life and death. The days I am alive I want to make love, the days I have to go back to Hades and perceive myself (deadly) il ...

Ilda! We can't go to the sea until TOMORROW.

Would have always liked to have been a night watchman in a psychiatric ward with young people. Coincidentally, I was only a patient myself. Most nurses were either cynical, extinguished or sadistic. Rarely did one get a smile on a closed one ...

After many weeks, I finally got an answer to my request for a period of clarification: half a year, a year, two years or more. The answer was evasive and deeply unnerving: since the clarifications can be postponed again and again, ...

Filled with the blankest fright. Raven.

I am a 47 year old woman and for many years I received negative comments about my not tender, not fluffy, footballer- calves. The last remark, my calves are sandpaper, is very young, but it crossed my mind, dass man ...

Was lying on the school bench and looked at the starry sky. Then I suddenly thought of it, that my corps pics (utopia of the body, Based on Foucault's text, which I want to post, Try mixing two tracks) appear on the web, wo jeder ...

Raven. I seldom experienced such a profound paralysis. It is not my body but my soul who seems to go through an entropic growth. Will this soul tear up my thin thin body??? Today I was able to walk akmost an hour, I saw so many vibrant leaves tremblin ...

(my) Eros burns again. Ever since I've been stuck in this dialectic: Thanatos-Eros, is all fire. I know, that Eros had the power, to save me. But if I send out my arrow, which happens very rarely, aber nun wieder einmal passie ...