I currently feel unable, to transport my life further into the shadow sphere between inside and outside. Maybe I let myself be discouraged to insist on this impertinence. Maybe I don't have faith anymore. The ...
About the belief told from behind: it's not working
Why not? The single ones, early chapters cannot be incorporated into a late chapter, because they are too big, So roughly every chapter has the same number of pages for me. The chronology of the chapters represents a fixed course over time, übertr ...
Faith statement_new structure_2_off topic_Ludwig Hohl knew, that literary activity requires absolute physical discipline, he does pull-ups at his door
The question comes up, When to begin. What you can get today .... none.... in one day 2 in the cycle (today!) I can not, not even in one day 3, 4, 5, or 6 .... one day would be ideal 25 in the cycle, so one day, in dem sich das Adrenali ...
Belief_I want to try again_new structure
The idea, that I've been dealing with for several years, based on just a feeling, but a feeling, that gives me no rest: that I can't start with the old chapters, but must insert them into the new chapters. Why? Weil me ...
To my pleasure-oriented infidelities away from the main work_prose_believe_sentence_testimony
From now on only work on the long prose. No more evasions and escapes into spontaneous eclats. Working soberly on structure and content, but most of all content. ultimate goal: I don't want to do anything offensive, ich will mich nicht im Testimony produ ...
3004_Diary I'm not born yet I
I lie close to the words, to be in one place. Nor do I push back the words with every picture of me, neither are my words nor I born, it's still trash, arrogance or coercion, öffentlich in dieser Weise von einem Ich z ...
Traits of MJS
One of the most confusing things for me is, that I shut people up, if my speeches to them are meant as an invitation to counter-speech and assent. I expect or wish, that XY is talking to me, aber ich sorge vorher dafür mit ...
3004_Easter_Diary!
Went to the city quickly today (medicine inside), pursued the idea of a sheltered from the wind, light parkas. Didn't find anything in four shops and then was forced to turn around. At the Rossfeld bus station, a small woman got out in front of me, sie trug einen hellb ...
Philosophy_on Quotations
Socrates, antiquity: man through philosophy (Understanding) do better. Erasmus of Rotterdam, Renaissance humanism: sich als Kunstwerk gestalten Sartre, existentialism, 1946: man only exists in that mass, in which he succeeds ...
3004_The last days of Summer with(out) Myalgic Encephalomyelitis
Every day, retrospectively, I will pick it up and bring it before my eyes once more, everything I've experienced. Sometime towards the end of August, Thanatos opened up his black concrete roof, that is as long as it is thick, und in das er mit seinem grandiosen Atem klei ...