Look, Raven. There must be life. Or there must be death. But we, poeple with Myalgi E./Playing-Dead-Syndrom, we are always between life and death. The days I am alive I want to make love, the days I have to go back to Hades and perceive myself (deadly) il ...
3004_Diary_Ghost City u der andere Ort
Would have always liked to have been a night watchman in a psychiatric ward with young people. Coincidentally, I was only a patient myself. Most nurses were either cynical, extinguished or sadistic. Rarely did one get a smile on a closed one ...
3004_Diary_Exit postpones_talks its way out
After many weeks, I finally got an answer to my request for a period of clarification: half a year, a year, two years or more. The answer was evasive and deeply unnerving: since the clarifications can be postponed again and again, ...
3004_Sexism always seemed so trivial to me (off topic, currently)
I am a 47 year old woman and for many years I received negative comments about my not tender, not fluffy, footballer- calves. The last remark, my calves are sandpaper, is very young, but it crossed my mind, dass man ...
3004_Diary_ this funny way called marionroad
Was lying on the school bench and looked at the starry sky. Then I suddenly thought of it, that my corps pics (utopia of the body, Based on Foucault's text, which I want to post, Try mixing two tracks) appear on the web, wo jeder ...
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Raven. I seldom experienced such a profound paralysis. It is not my body but my soul who seems to go through an entropic growth. Will this soul tear up my thin thin body??? Today I was able to walk akmost an hour, I saw so many vibrant leaves tremblin ...
53 eros burns, Thanatos on his socks
(my) Eros burns again. Ever since I've been stuck in this dialectic: Thanatos-Eros, is all fire. I know, that Eros had the power, to save me. But if I send out my arrow, which happens very rarely, aber nun wieder einmal passie ...
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Two years at Ghost City: there is no life, no vibrant life, here.... it's at least after sunset a dead place.....and it pains me and astonishs me living again in such frost.... Raven, I was thinking people with handicap and physical problems are maybe ...