I fight! All clear: just for my little climax. But clouds are faster than me. Where are you now, my golden thread? Am I colliding with the present?, when I fight like that? Don't ask. Read it in its tremors: ...
BBC-News with Meerkulisse
I am the sea. Wild and untamed. My message is: Incomprehensible! A desperate father sinks his daughter inside me, or drive a boy tied to PET bottles on me; during yachts and jaunts romp on me --- ...
Note for dad from a loser (that dad will never read)
You're crumbling, father. I feel sad. ---- But you led me by the rope. The mountains were too high. Too far on foot. I got sick from these peaks. ---- And now. Look over us, you and me. Stupid, dass ich dir nie ...
3004_to “quarantine”, about Catherine from Zolas “Germinal” as well as the “Zauberberg” and the “book” From God
I need that certain something, to be able to write. I need it: to get into an exalted mood, an excitement! But I am so tired from the constant physical convulsions. High blood pressure when straightening the body. Auspressen der G ...
3004_Diary_I am almost only asleep
Now I am jealous of myself, when I was just getting better and before I realized, that these days "canceled" and something new has started: I almost only sleep now. To see, as my physical resistances dwindle, ängstigt ...
3004_Fash-ion_Sheep
The sheep are ringing and ringing half the night four meters from my bed over the road in the meadow. I like that very much, these newcomers! Definitely make Ghost City a few degrees warmer. Firm and rough, leicht fett fühlt sich s ...
quarantine & Fash-ion_00_5AM
I try to write over all language problems, because I can't do it anymore, to think stringently. My right hemisphere is in bad shape. That it is serious, I notice it, dass ich beim Stehen kein Gleichgewicht mehr ...
3004_Fash-ion u quarantine (disabled writer)_8PM
I wear a warm one, light tablecloth (same as yesterday), that one spreads out in the forest for a picnic. Blue Brügg sandals. (like yesterday) Ev. one could call this blue ultramarine. What i'm trying: den Idiot Scientist (?), who i am, irgend ...