I need that certain something, to be able to write. I need it: to get into an exalted mood, an excitement! But I am so tired from the constant physical convulsions. High blood pressure when straightening the body. Auspressen ...
3004_Diary_I am almost only asleep
Now I am jealous of myself, when I was just getting better and before I realized, that these days "canceled" and something new has started: I almost only sleep now. To see, as my physical resistances dwindle, äng ...
3004_Fash-ion_Sheep
The sheep are ringing and ringing half the night four meters from my bed over the road in the meadow. I like that very much, these newcomers! Definitely make Ghost City a few degrees warmer. Firm and rough, leicht fett fühlt s ...
quarantine & Fash-ion_00_5AM
I try to write over all language problems, because I can't do it anymore, to think stringently. My right hemisphere is in bad shape. That it is serious, I notice it, dass ich beim Stehen kein Gleichgewicht ...
3004_Fash-ion u quarantine (disabled writer)_8PM
I wear a warm one, light tablecloth (same as yesterday), that one spreads out in the forest for a picnic. Blue Brügg sandals. (like yesterday) Ev. one could call this blue ultramarine. What i'm trying: den Idiot Scientist (?), who i am, i ...
3004_Fash-ion_19_AM
I'm wearing an ankle-length wide dress by Only, Size 40 with checkered, blue-brown pattern, straight round neckline and light, Puffer sleeves trimmed at the elbows. You have to look at this dress exactly like a tablecloth of an old inn ...
SpokenMeandvisual_Retro_Mitte Januar, End of day
Right now I'm not in "Form". It is strange, I do not know, what has changed. no more adrenaline surges. Then that I can't focus because of the right brain. But it's also more.... I am exhausted and active ...
3004_Fash-ion
I'm wearing mint blue wide high ankle jeans from H.&M, Size 44, biennial, a medium brown linen shirt with a small breast pocket and a little gold chain from maternal grandmother, a gold rhombus, in which a small pearl sch ...
I read: the “Gender discomfort” by Judith Butler
Butler: "... the identification of women by anatomical gender (sex) means for Beauvoir and Wittig, that the category of "Women", fused with the supposedly sexualized features of their bodies, what the wee ...
3004_18PM_Fash-ion
I wear clarins nude brick. In this color lies the dry one, split sandstone, on which I went over to the red quarry in Bedoin. Rot, the earth, you could say and all red tones really lie in the brown of nude brick, the foliage de ...