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Du stehst in mir als Liebe, which came to the end. Ich hab dir darum eine Krone aufgesetzt. Damit du den Himmel im Blickfeld behältst und untererde, me. I am not in you as love, which came last. Ich hab ...

Diary, 9.6.

In this final silence, images move closer to me. On a timeline, which is no longer true, in wild confusion. Since around 5 Years ago I stopped, to process. The metabolism of that, what i experience, emotional, menta ...

Diary, 8.6.

Winter evening in June. So finally still, that I hear the ticking of the old cuckoo clock on my grandfather's neck. At two o'clock, at four o'clock, at nine o'clock the grandmother went into the kitchen and put the water on, stellte sechs verschnörkelt ...

the good psychologist

  When I became a psychologist, I said to my client: have to clench your teeth firmly, so, as if you didn't have any. But I didn't become a psychologist, but first a head painter, then teacher and sweetheart from my heads, gives ...

lovesick box

And now my body can feel, how time stands still. Or the other way around: there is only time left, noticeable, a heavy boggy mass, Clay, maybe, that reaches up to my neck, während ich einen Schritt vor den andern set ...

Stammelpoem

Up the Sun River: a stroll. Down the Schlatten River: a lawn. Cross swings. Am Ufer mit dem Reiher stehn. path! Get away from here! Away from not understanding! Up the Sun River: I, the sun tide. Shadow River Down: in your ka ...

diary, 19.5.

for this and that reason I think again a little bit about the depression. Does it exist or does it not exist? I am inconclusive, but I tend to say, that depression doesn't exist, but a psycho-hygienic he ...

Diary_10.4.2020

When we don't live our lives, what life do we live then? This is not my life, just a strange hose, who tosses with me in no direction. I mean: the, that I helped shape, the, das ich mir zurückschenken woll ...

Guesswork

Guesswork. These strange sounds, that rushed out of my throat, just, because someone visited me once. Of, for example, you had just come, shoed in loudly rumbling from outside: I was already giving off too much air! Hyperventilierte! Hab eine ...