Curriculum Absurdum Mal wieder beschleicht mich das Gefühl, as if my life hadn't started yet! For sure, this feeling will go away, if only I can finally finish my curriculum absurdum. But I also have to say, dass ich wegen de ...
Diary, 9.10.20, my 3 Battles, Summary
I see exactly 3 battles, that I could win or lose: Krankheit resp physische Homöostase berufliche resp. künstlerische Anerkennung LoveAndere Battles sehe ich augenblicklich nicht und habe keine Augen dafür, e.g.. for so many Life-S ...
Diary and #pwME, 9.10.20
You tell me, dear friend and ME sufferer, that you're worried, because I, instead of paying attention to my physical limits, go for a walk and that "Search far", so, better fight / deal with psychological distress. It would be stupid, when I'm there ...
Memory box, Diary
August-Bebel-Strasse, Leipzig, 1998 I just remember, like me 1998 Arrived in August-Bebel-Strasse in Leipzig in mid-October, and it was 23 Grad und dann 2 Months later the snow froze on the street, über Wochen hatten sich klei ...
ME-Diary (Lovesick box)
"It is always the same." You said this, in bitterness, when you were gone. "It is always the same." And, the external circumstances of severe myalgic E. correspond exactly to this perception, even a normal family doctor refused my care with d ...
the one left behind
Because I can't look for treasure, I want to look for a sentence. It should roll long like the midnight train over the bridge behind my window: Tdmtdmttdm. And give me hold until tomorrow. The, who find a treasure, sind leise ...
If i could bark
When they were still a couple or a triangle; she, he and the dog; sagte sie einmal zu ihm: "You're welcome, please don't get angry with me, aber manchmal bin ich sogar eifersüchtig auf deinen Hund! Not, dass ich dich nicht genu ...
Lovesick box
When I'm no longer there for you, then I don't want anything more. But why? This is just nature and fatality. identity, that dissolves like a mesh carpet, just because love is gone, brings out the true identity? But, and, i e ...
Dorothy Parker: The Trusting Heart
a respektive b) inside / lying down (so that enough oxygen, Muscles / weak neck. Chest muscles relaxed) b respektive a) balcon/outdoor, dramatic attempt (ohhh is difficult for a non-actor, am not happy with that ohhh, ...
Amour-Box I, re: Children's room excursion
When I was eighteen I wanted to go to Malteland and let Malte deflower me. Malte had a subcutaneous one, aversive Magie, with which he simultaneously beguile-poison-paralyze-send-away-again-in-himself-draw women etc. could (in meinem ...