Now, Raven, are we alone: of, me and the sheep. Judith fetched Hopfi. I had forgotten, that there are such cheerful and bright women, real lights, who carry a warmth and love, maybe, because they grew up with it.
I got it all at once, that I myself probably never possessed and noticed this warmth, and that it is only logical, that I lived alone most of my life, introvert, in the vacuum of my literary madness,
'Cause I don't have that love in me, not this earth and no sense of motherhood and community.
It didn't really bother me, to be antisocial, but how could I have believed, That's how I draw people to me
can, who are blessed with this warmth?
The sight and encounter with women, radiating this abundance of life and love, of sheer joy, almost tears me apart, Raven ….
But I wanted to, that Hopfi comes to such a person. He will love Judith's voice and prick up his ears, because it lives and vibrates, is calm and light …..
Raven! Sit over me on the Pallas Athena and watch over my grief, which inspires your stoic cheerfulness even more powerfully than usual on this day. It can never end.