44 nevermore

With the four thousand sf., which we shoved up the blackmailer's ass, theoretically we could have had a nice cruise in a sea that was still untouched. me on deck, of, Raven fly, above me or in the stern. What peace! An empty spirit ...

Portrait_an old man

An old man with icy hair brought me four sunflowers. But he wanted to caress my cheek in return. I jumped a little and hid behind the four sunflowers. The old man with the ice hair grew grumpy and pulled out a little ...

43 nevermore

So I'm trying to be that typewriter, until the last moment, I still have work for a few weeks, Thank God. I'm trying to convince myself, that there is only writing, and as soon as I fall away from it and look around in mine ...

42 nevermore

Every minute, in which I don't write, I suffer mental anguish. It must be an art now, to forget my circumstances, at least for minutes! people tell me: just keep writing! Or: keep writing! as wh ...

41 nevermore

Whole life was like a conspiracy wants me absolutley driving to suicide, especially the last six years and mostly that last two, Raven. I am supposed to see my failure genetically. In the meanwhile I can hardly see my family because of that. ...

39 nevermore Psy

always, when i want to sleep, everything comes to me, Raven. Everything. You know, that a so-called psychiatrist refused, to take the painful and sinful life confession from me with the justification, that it's not worth it, out of therapy ...