Winter evening in June. So finally still, that I hear the ticking of the old cuckoo clock on my grandfather's neck. At two o'clock, at four o'clock, at nine o'clock the grandmother went into the kitchen and put the water on, presented six ornate cafes ...
When I became a psychologist, I said to my client: have to clench your teeth firmly, so, as if you didn't have any. But I didn't become a psychologist, but first a head painter, then teacher and sweetheart from my heads, dann Lä ...
And now my body can feel, how time stands still. Or the other way around: there is only time left, noticeable, a heavy boggy mass, Clay, maybe, that reaches up to my neck, while I take one step in front of the other, w ...
for this and that reason I think again a little bit about the depression. Does it exist or does it not exist? I am inconclusive, but I tend to say, that depression doesn't exist, but a psychohygienic invention ...
When we don't live our lives, what life do we live then? This is not my life, just a strange hose, who tosses with me in no direction. I mean: the, that I helped shape, the, that I wanted to give back to myself, w ...
Visualize our toes (Physically posthumous) God and I were seriously ill. Betroffen waren unsere Mitten, We both would have needed the drip. But the world didn't care about us. God has had bad cards in the world for a long time, um me ...
Scroll through albums. Where flowers bind oblivion. Passing through. Less than two minutes. See, what still connects us. From ShardsPictures, become alien, Ostrich image. I! Mirror mosaic! Lay down on me. (1.2.20) ...
Heimwehinsel Ich bin die Heimwehinsel. Year in and year out alone, surrounded by silence, stray people sometimes visit me. They roam me with expressionless faces, they vaguely see me through a screened film. And ...
Death has been coming to me since 30 Years ago as a life-preventing unsolvable problem. From that moment on, when I recognized him, about with 11 Years, war ich a: prevented from doing so, to become an efficient member of this society, b: something else ...
When I found out, that there is nothing for me out there to achieve, artistic, my immunological fragile protective walls collapsed .... since then the biochemical chaos floods me! It was a train of thought, who I 2014 finally closed ...