Suddenly the old parents' life becomes porous and fragile. And one wishes, that the sun is always shining, for her, when one could not shine even for her. And, I did not do this for my producers; seem. ...
Diary_3004_ about my beliefs and writing
If literature is also a kind of sporting performance, then i have winter 20/21 reached my climax. Since then I have actually not been able to develop any more, but regress and grow linguistically, cognitive, mentally and emotionally back. Dass ...
Diary_3004_Expansion of the combat zone; 2
In his first volume of poetry (in search of happiness) it says succinctly in a poem by Houellbecq: "Why can we never, never be loved?" And, I believe, that's the whole poem. But nothing more needs to be said. D ...
3004_Diary_ to “Belief” __and to fade the tracks
I had twenty years, this novel (Belief) to write. I think: yet: twenty years is enough, for whatever. A human, given twenty years, he can do something! I do not want to say, dass der Br ...
3004_to “quarantine”, about Catherine from Zolas “Germinal” as well as the “Zauberberg” and the “book” From God
I need that certain something, to be able to write. I need it: to get into an exalted mood, an excitement! But I am so tired from the constant physical convulsions. High blood pressure when straightening the body. Auspressen der G ...
3004_Diary_I am almost only asleep
Now I am jealous of myself, when I was just getting better and before I realized, that these days "canceled" and something new has started: I almost only sleep now. To see, as my physical resistances dwindle, ängstigt ...
3004_Fash-ion_Sheep
The sheep are ringing and ringing half the night four meters from my bed over the road in the meadow. I like that very much, these newcomers! Definitely make Ghost City a few degrees warmer. Firm and rough, leicht fett fühlt sich s ...
quarantine & Fash-ion_00_5AM
I try to write over all language problems, because I can't do it anymore, to think stringently. My right hemisphere is in bad shape. That it is serious, I notice it, dass ich beim Stehen kein Gleichgewicht mehr ...
3004_Fash-ion u quarantine (disabled writer)_8PM
I wear a warm one, light tablecloth (same as yesterday), that one spreads out in the forest for a picnic. Blue Brügg sandals. (like yesterday) Ev. one could call this blue ultramarine. What i'm trying: den Idiot Scientist (?), who i am, irgend ...
3004_Fash-ion_19_AM
I'm wearing an ankle-length wide dress by Only, Size 40 with checkered, blue-brown pattern, straight round neckline and light, Puffer sleeves trimmed at the elbows. Man muss sich dieses Kleid exakt wie ein Tischtuch eines alten Gasthofes v ...