4381932. A number, that had been lost in me for twenty-five years! As if the subconscious would catch fire too! But only when it really hurts, correct, really tight!- The pressure points can no longer hold the weight, die al ...
Prose_4 AM
The sea rushes in the heating pipes. I can hear it. They growl in all directions, a perpetual somewhere sound. It's that quiet. So still. Once we rolled down all the car windows, tucked our shirts on the handles. Between ...
In the column forest, at night
Find shelter in the dark, Finding Anxiety. Ancient and well-known. Downpours chase me on. Dagger tips backwards, forward. Then stumble into a candle. Ein Ästchen-Denkmal im nassen Matsch. Kann ich an der Stelle d ...
ME_Diary_#pwME
What can I say? Myalgic encephalomyelitis can be an organic pattern, That goes beyond me, tide, to which I am subject and which will eventually make me disappear into themselves. Es gibt zwischen zwei und fünf Tage pro Mon ...
3004_Diary_ the heart has its reasons, that the mind does not know
'The heart has its reasons, which the mind does not know. ' One of my favorite quotes since I can read and write. Ever since I accuse myself and feel back, one: nicer and deeper, to feel clearer. But now I have a leap in the subject(ive ...
3004_Diary_ in the body
So I am locked in my body. But at the same time excluded from me as a body. That's what makes it special. The same can be applied to my relationship with the outside world: Ich bin als Mensch in dieser Aussenwelt e ...
Blindfold
Nanu, I see nothing. Must grope through jumping tires, catacombs, eng. But I post everywhere, get bruises. Hallucinate tremors, like snakes, Places dangers, made out in somewhere. Nobody takes me for a walk on my arm like that ...
mid-January, at the end of the day
My balcony door opens carefully. Rumble or thunder: A huge mass of traffic in the distance, turns away. Just the air soaked in smoky diesels. The night hangs opaque. I hope: they don't have this day ...