When he left me, I ran through the city screaming. I was thirty-four and knew nothing about this loud vocal organ, with roots down to the belly, as deep as underwater pipes. I tried, cough them up, the hardened kisses, from ...
Cans on the roof
Cloud mosaic with a boat floating by. Thin-necked crane, where do you have your fan? From above looking down at the unfinished tiles, I still learned to weave. A drone, that fights against gravity. Pastime of one, ...
Retro_2018: Career of a person
At first you are that croak, hilfos, fast blind, and not even on all fours, come and shower you with their blind love. You are their gem, her crown; don't know, but still belong to them. Dann bist du dieses S ...
3004_Diary_November_21
I felt, like time reeled in a wheel. And slowly slag and pitch got caught in it. And now I feel, how time stands still again. A millstone, who cranks my breaths and crushes them in the sluggish movement. Jeder Atemzug zer ...
Retro: Love Box, Autumn winter 2020, the Intimates
And I held on to one word. Amourbox: Lovesick box (3.10.2020) When I'm no longer there for you, then I don't want anything more. But why? This is just nature and fatality. identity, die sich auflöst wie ein Maschente ...
Hospital (Version)
I don't know much about it. It's a big building, White inside and gray outside. Maybe a few cracks in the walls, big enough for the lizards, to slip through. And maybe it's in the jungle. I can't say more about it. ...
Diary about being tied up
The summer adrenaline surges are over. The problem is not physical torture, the breakup of the solar plexus, Swallower, Muscles, Tendons and ligaments of the neck and shoulders and arms, das gleichzeitige Zermörteln und Ve ...
3004_Diary_ for writing
Unfortunately only for writing again: Every day I save another day and night for writing, solange, until my cognition and mental strength are recovered, that I can do it again ( Write) at my belief / conclusion. I k ...
Diary_3004_fb_Eintrag, about family ties
Suddenly the old parents' life becomes porous and fragile. And one wishes, that the sun is always shining, for her, when one could not shine even for her. And, I did not do this for my producers; seem. ...