And I held on to one word. Amourbox: Lovesick box (3.10.2020) When I'm no longer there for you, then I don't want anything more. But why? This is just nature and fatality. identity, die sich auflöst wie ein Maschente ...
Hospital (Version)
I don't know much about it. It's a big building, White inside and gray outside. Maybe a few cracks in the walls, big enough for the lizards, to slip through. And maybe it's in the jungle. I can't say more about it. ...
Diary about being tied up
The summer adrenaline surges are over. The problem is not physical torture, the breakup of the solar plexus, Swallower, Muscles, Tendons and ligaments of the neck and shoulders and arms, das gleichzeitige Zermörteln und Ve ...
3004_Diary_ for writing
Unfortunately only for writing again: Every day I save another day and night for writing, solange, until my cognition and mental strength are recovered, that I can do it again ( Write) at my belief / conclusion. I k ...
Diary_3004_fb_Eintrag, about family ties
Suddenly the old parents' life becomes porous and fragile. And one wishes, that the sun is always shining, for her, when one could not shine even for her. And, I did not do this for my producers; seem. ...
Diary_3004_ about my beliefs and writing
If literature is also a kind of sporting performance, then i have winter 20/21 reached my climax. Since then I have actually not been able to develop any more, but regress and grow linguistically, cognitive, mentally and emotionally back. Dass ...
Diary_3004_Expansion of the combat zone; 2
In his first volume of poetry (in search of happiness) it says succinctly in a poem by Houellbecq: "Why can we never, never be loved?" And, I believe, that's the whole poem. But nothing more needs to be said. D ...
MJS im Wald; The Garden of Love, by William Blake
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xDfumvKQ9gM
Self-symbiotic/pronouns
Actually, I am simple. But with you I am twofold. Ich merk' es, when i'm by myself. Then I am completely me. Or is it called: me? Then I am completely with myself. But I am with you, bin ich nur zur einen Hälfte bei mir. I am with the other ...
again a fly
Get away from me, I want to catch her. Show me, how plump I am, how lame. But at least I have a plan: get me a spray can, Poison class four, can explode. It will hang in this spray, lame. Fertig mit Herum ...