But as for me, that's how i feel, that I have to go. And that I, like normal, withdraw systematically----------------------------- to be so far away from him-------------------------------- damit wir mich nicht mehr ...
From my testimony
.... And now this story, this person is gone, so, how I'm at it, to disappear, like so many people, attention was drawn to their disappearance disease today, disappear. And then: all the others. Ich habe am ...
Love Box (last part) to my testimony without witnesses
I'll try, to gather myself. Then I have to try, to put me away; the pain, tearing my heart apart, who beats my reason to a pulp, the rings of the tree, Cutting through my cell body in electric wound pathways, mein Ner ...
Love Box (last part): Do forgive me these silly words_but I am hurt
Do forgive me these silly words... but I am hurt (it is deeply personal and I should work with it in a literary way, I'll leave it at that anyway, als eine Art Mahnmal für mich selbst und meine Regenerationsfähigkeit respe ...
Selfi
(im Mai, the words have made my material life disappear. Were they the wrong ones??. 2022)
my shoe_
(22.2.55, be aware that some people stuck in Bed for decades because of no scientific support for Myalgic E.)
my shoe_ (pwME_millions missing)
(22.5.22, no shoe_day_for people with Myalgic Encephalomyelitis, on good days I eagerly await mine 400 up to 800 meters, that I can go, sometimes 1km! symptom complex worsening: always) Sorry, I messed up
Wegrand_bit Blue (Why it is so painful to be true?)
(20.5. 22, Shouldn't it be easy and make you free just to live true-blue?)
Testimony without witnesses, topic list
I will write in it about: Die Sonne die Bäume den Himmel den Fluss die Vögel die Schafe die Strassen die Wiesen den Stein (Celts?) das Bett die Vorhänge Die Nacht den Tag das Boot das Meer (my witnesses) Ich werde nicht darüb ...