Disappear", letzter Teil ab 2020: - in der Welt/draußen: das Fortschreiten des Ausnahmezustands u die Banalisierung u Verrohung der Ausnahmezustände die psychische Lähmung/Indifferenz Usw. Parallel dazu ab 2020: - in me: ...
to disappear
... ich vergass.... the disappearance of the word ... about the disappearance of the subject/person speaking. words: suddenly they are no longer in you, but are made. Made. You do them. The done thing, Konstruierte soll das herau ...
Retro: Marbach fragments (from the insatiable, 2, 2002)
2001/2002 I was in Marbach for three months, because I slipped into a weird crisis: I no longer made love to my doc and lifesaver with my body, I was suddenly separated from him and fallen out of the wholeness of our connection. I k ...
Retro: Mid season (from the insatiable 1, 2002)
Mid season (from the insatiable) At twenty-six, im November war’s, I felt suddenly, that I didn't love Doc anymore. We stood at the bus stop in the suburbs and waited for the bus, That should bring us back. Autos, Last ...