epilogue 2 When I started this novel, I didn't know anything about him. I just wanted to write and watch, where it takes me. I started from my own perceptions and my own biography, die seltsamerweise keine Form annahm. ...
Finished Belief by Now_Afterword_
Afterword to "Belief" When I started this novel, I didn't know anything about him. Everything, what i knew, war, that I wanted to write. Write, this was the place of vision and beauty for me! A fear-free space, in addition. dense, gives ...
current status of my exit procedure
Despite 27 years of physical and partly mental illness and eight years of physical illness, that doesn't allow me, my mental deficits on site, where they present themselves, namely in society, to improve, und trotz ...
Diary_23_to the Diaries_23_I want to tie a broom
I have decided, if possible, no more diaries. I would have to try, every spontaneous urge, to make diaries, into even a tiny little short story. And if I only have one small portrait, ein Fragment schr ...
3004_23_Diary
Also this year I am eagerly trying to fulfill my duties as a consumer. I have existed as a consumer for several years and have been called and advertised as a consumer thousands of times in emails and even on my Wordpress page. Als Konsument ...
edit_about me 2023
Ich sehe/sah diesen Blog als – Blog meiner persönlichen Entwicklung – literarischer Blog oder Blog einer literarischen Entwicklung – Blog einer Krankheitserfahrung, persönlich – Blog einer spezifischen Krankheit ...
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I think, Raven flew south, And I need to talk to myself again. I've never been so far away from the world, people have never been so absent, I have never been in this big, hallenförmigen Haus eine so gespenstische Stille erl ...
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My words matter. My creativity is on hold. Something breaks/stops my inner monologue. I feel poetryless, free from association, playfulness and passion. I feel chained to this, wofür ich seit etwa zwei bis drei Jahre ...
3004_We don't live in a country, we live in a language.’ E.M. Cioran
Somewhere on the Stadthalterstrasse there is a small attic apartment with a roof-free aisle and a little view of the sky, as I suspect. Fr. 1080 in the month. Then this absurd cascade starts again: And, but why housing, wenn man nicht leb ...
3004_to the diary and selective perception
The problem with my diaries lies in this, that the selective perception of me has been focused on it for decades, the pain, Problems, defects, shortcomings, etc.. to log. Of course it can be, dass ich ursprünglich dacht ...