The history, that I have to tell myself is like this, that I can't invite anyone to it, to listen to me. I wrote down this story, because I had no option, to escape her through another. Man sollte frei darüber verf ...
Lacan's term: The Real
Lacan's Reale. This terrible real thing, that can catch up with you, when an excessive moment dissolves reality like the objects and colors in a painting. This painting, that I'm looking at, Year after year, this reality, gesehen von A ...
3004_Diary_September
I also say from nature: she is that, what I need. This ridiculous little one, pruned green survivals between our concrete towers- Betonstrassen- Mass keeping blocks and wire beads. But why do we say, we love nature, wir erho ...
Home_A journey with ME/CFS (A rare journey for medically forgotten young adults)
Trip with ME/CFS, Day one, zum Chuderhüsi, Approximately 45 minutes drive in total, Walk slowly for about 15 minutes, 15 min. sit on benches, fresh and halfway vital, Berge des Berner Oberlandes im Schnee Meine Hauben, day two, to the bench, that. 20 min go and 2 ...
SpokenME_on the writing crisis, which is also related to the external crisis
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Vs9B8WJpQ0
3004_#pwME_Cardiologist 2023 caught in hubris
lang angestanden, musste ich also auf den Hometrainer. Ich gab mein Bestes, das da war 60% Leistungseinbusse von Gesunden. Die Kardiologin, danebenstehend, informierte mich darüber, dass alte Menschen das leichte Programm, das leichteste, das sie eingeste ...
Diary_3004_Morning walk in a Steinbeck landscape
This morning at half past eight I went for a walk, to see everything, the dry stubble of the meadows with the bent stalks, the scrub and the few flowers, the necks of poppies and little daisies, Grasses rampant in the concrete. Sheep, fri ...
#pwME_my cycle_my bankruptcy (sorry Butler, i am my female biology, not culture)
My illness is inconceivable without the female menstrual cycle. As long as I can remember, were the 28 days the circle, within which the energy was building and through the breakdown of hormones, destroyed again at the end of the cycle. Dies ...
Amour-Box_2023_first retrospective
Now- where time goes by, a few years even, I'm getting closer and closer to the end, to thank him or fate, that I was able to learn and experience the truthfulness of this reference. And, truthfulness, weil wir doch so schutzlos wie zwei ...
#Experiencing pwME_Sonne was fantastic_Holidays I unfortunately always want to prove the impossible to myself
At Pentecost it was possible for me, to experience the sun. I just didn't want to go back to my room. I felt, that the third day, (that. 3h jeweils) where I walked around on the roof of the house, wrote, me taking turns in the sun, then ...