I want to try to stand by someone's side, without wavering, Which I don't want anything at all. I just want to stand there, ein paar Zentimeter hinter mir selbst- zurücktreten- seine Berge sind so hoch wie die meinen oder höher- and, e ...
3004_Diary_kein Cry of the Heart
The way it looks, I can't make my own Christmas present this year either. :) During the summer months I was quite optimistic, that I am with the "Disappear", einem etwa zwölfjährigen Romanprojekt, end 2024 fertig sein werde. Dass i ...
Sickhouse_Disappearance, about the late J
Jeanne Stürmchen is now well on her way, to become the man, at least, that she could never have? What kind of person would that be?? Hm. One, who can think! Der nicht abbricht, zäh ist, durchhält, gegen den Strom schwimmt, hinsteht, ein Berseker, kalt ...
Disappear_Sickhouse
The question is, for a finale; there is a possibility for a conciliatory ending? Or is there a turn into dramatic fiction? I mean, ich könnte diese banale Story schärfer u dramatischer machen, wenn ich nicht so sehr der Wahrheit verpflic ...
Update to “Disappear”
In the current version I now have three parts: 1. Sickhouse (late book) 2. Disappear (medium book) 3. Belief (early book). Looking at it that way, I get my idea, a book by "to write at the back" getting closer and closer. Corresponds to temporal logic ...
I would need five lives, but I have the moments, so that they become life
#pwME: IHHT oxygen therapy cost me a fortune this spring. I think, and, it strengthened my mitochondria a bit. However, the effect didn't last long, because it ended in a stubborn two-month infection. I know ...
To the “Disappear”, should I be the wife of the 20. Century buried?
I will bury the woman of the twentieth century in the last part? Hm. I have to pay attention. I've been falling for black and white again for a long time now, I've always been very receptive to it. But at the same time I'm wary of it, in no ...
3004_ To this website_a vacuum_ for writing novels
The problem or challenge of writing a novel is the countless possibilities, that I have; already just, to make a sentence --- But then there are the paths and possibilities----many, many more than there are tributaries of the Amazon ...
3004_”Disappear” quit and clean up the channel
Because everything runs together and mixes: the private/biographical and the few, that I maybe, could perhaps be transformed into literature - it's a pinch of all of that ---- come apart and separate like a resin mesh. Until then ...
#pwME_about energy
The higher the energy level increases, the lower and worse the quality of nervous perception becomes- of sensitivity? Materialistic medicine would probably call this negative neurasthenic logic, aber für mich hat das überhaupt nichts Med ...