Disappearance_possible conclusion to “belief”, early book_
.... That's the story about one, that I know. It's not actually a story. The only thing that is certain is, that this, what I told you about her here, is old. Age is in vain. With one blow. But she was young then, Long. The youth is al ...
3004_ Bonnemort
But unlike Bonnemort, I don't even have black sputum, with which I can prove, that I tried hard.----- While I lay there? Bonnemort worked for coal, as long as, until he spit out coal. He incorporated himself, what he did at the same time ...
What do we want to know from others?, preferably nothing (2)
... Secret life, like under water. Also in these lines. Or in that, what speaks out of them.This kind, with which I have been living in a buffer for years (the digital column) wants to be half visible, on the other hand, he wants to remain missing. E ...
What do we want to know from the other person?? Best of all, nothing (bad). ‘The adversary’ by E. Carrère
One day you wake up and realize, that the confidant wasn't that one, who was thought to be this. But who was he really?? In what reality? E. Carrère sees in the 'adversary', the 'true' story about the mythomaniac Je ...
3004_ the failure
I haven't been able to for half a year: 1. cry. ---Not being able to cry anymore; that's the kind of protest, which I appeal against my failure. There is something numbing about personal failure throughout life, Paralyzing. It is, like if you had one ...
3004_
I want to try to stand by someone's side, without wavering, Which I don't want anything at all. I just want to stand there, ein paar Zentimeter hinter mir selbst- zurücktreten- seine Berge sind so hoch wie die meinen oder höher- and, e ...
3004_Diary_kein Cry of the Heart
The way it looks, I can't make my own Christmas present this year either. :) During the summer months I was quite optimistic, that I am with the "Disappear", einem etwa zwölfjährigen Romanprojekt, end 2024 fertig sein werde. Dass i ...
Sickhouse_Disappearance, about the late J
Jeanne Stürmchen is now well on her way, to become the man, at least, that she could never have? What kind of person would that be?? Hm. One, who can think! Der nicht abbricht, zäh ist, durchhält, gegen den Strom schwimmt, hinsteht, ein Berseker, kalt ...
Disappear_Sickhouse
The question is, for a finale; there is a possibility for a conciliatory ending? Or is there a turn into dramatic fiction? I mean, ich könnte diese banale Story schärfer u dramatischer machen, wenn ich nicht so sehr der Wahrheit verpflic ...