Not, To be able to express me for eight years longer. Not, To concentrate and discipline me for eight years longer on the meter, which I can continue with consistent hours of lying down. To be a woman only by eight years longer. I am, ...
To the Pinson chapter, Disappear
About love is one thing. But the difficult one is, to write out of her. "You can't tell love from the inside." Says Jeanne zu Pinson. And so she tells a slightly little love story and that of ...
Letter_I now understand, that I don't understand, February
When I drove home today I thought about it, What we talked to each other. I think, You didn't understand me. In any case, I had the impression in the middle of talking, that you don't understand me. And at the same time I had one ...
zum Sickhouse (Last part disappear)
various possible final phrases: 'Another loop! A bang. My heart is pounding. I reach for a licorice. I'm afraid, to hear something, that is not intended for my ears. And, Now I'm absolutely sure: I'm afraid, A sound of the ...
Disappearance_possible conclusion to “belief”, early book_
.... That's the story about one, that I know. It's not actually a story. The only thing that is certain is, that this, what I told you about her here, is old. Age is in vain. With one blow. But she was young then, Long. The youth is al ...
3004_ Bonnemort
But unlike Bonnemort, I don't even have black sputum, with which I can prove, that I tried hard.----- While I lay there? Bonnemort worked for coal, as long as, until he spit out coal. He incorporated himself, what he did at the same time ...
What do we want to know from others?, preferably nothing (2)
... Secret life, like under water. Also in these lines. Or in that, what speaks out of them.This kind, with which I have been living in a buffer for years (the digital column) wants to be half visible, on the other hand, he wants to remain missing. E ...
What do we want to know from the other person?? Best of all, nothing (bad). ‘The adversary’ by E. Carrère
One day you wake up and realize, that the confidant wasn't that one, who was thought to be this. But who was he really?? In what reality? E. Carrère sees in the 'adversary', the 'true' story about the mythomaniac Je ...
3004_ the failure
I haven't been able to for half a year: 1. cry. ---Not being able to cry anymore; that's the kind of protest, which I appeal against my failure. There is something numbing about personal failure throughout life, Paralyzing. It is, like if you had one ...