You're crumbling, father. I feel sad. ---- But you led me by the rope. The mountains were too high. Too far on foot. I got sick from these peaks. ---- And now. Look over us, you and me. Stupid, dass ich dir nie ...
3004_to “quarantine”, about Catherine from Zolas “Germinal” as well as the “Zauberberg” and the “book” From God
I need that certain something, to be able to write. I need it: to get into an exalted mood, an excitement! But I am so tired from the constant physical convulsions. High blood pressure when straightening the body. Auspressen der G ...
3004_Diary_I am almost only asleep
Now I am jealous of myself, when I was just getting better and before I realized, that these days "canceled" and something new has started: I almost only sleep now. To see, as my physical resistances dwindle, ängstigt ...
3004_Fash-ion_Sheep
The sheep are ringing and ringing half the night four meters from my bed over the road in the meadow. I like that very much, these newcomers! Definitely make Ghost City a few degrees warmer. Firm and rough, leicht fett fühlt sich s ...
3004_6AM___Fash-ion
Currently I'm still wearing the light gray jeans. In addition the gray-brown sweater from yesterday (who now has two ladder stitches from Hopfi). I wear small ones on my ears, red gold, fine causual hoop earrings. I don't wear socks. Auf den Lippen trag ...
3004_To write prose_quarantine (prov. title)
So it is like that, that I want to write out of the text, quasi expanding from the inside to the outside. Paint a flower, which erodes. Don't write linearly and don't think, that I can only think linearly, when I think consciously. Nevertheless: von Inne ...
3004_Diary_ # pwME_Afall on ca Bell 8
Crash on Bell 5 to 10. The first three months in 3004 come relatively high. Recurring violent crashes briefly. Bellgrad 20 to 25. Took the stairs to Tiefenau five times in March, round trip, with the metro to Bern, Post, Sup ...
3004_about prose writing
Once you start to look at the formal framework when writing, it is as good as no longer possible, to get into a writing flow in the first place. It starts with that, that you already revise every paragraph after two sentences, ums ...
3004_Diary___ I'm looking for the space in between
The dynamic, in which one drifts forward, has something magnetic about it. In between, someone is busy solving acute problems. I admit, that I solve one acute problem after the next, but never- and maybe because of that- niemals mein chronisches ...