What is the pain, when you unexpectedly step out of the emergency passageway filled with artificial light and concrete into the broad daylight, warm daylight.... ? For a moment everything is forgotten and the body, brittle, twisted, verkn ...
3004_Diary_telling yourself your own story
The history, that I have to tell myself is like this, that I can't invite anyone to it, to listen to me. I wrote down this story, because I had no option, to escape her through another. Man sollte frei darüber verf ...
Lacan's term: The Real
Lacan's Reale. This terrible real thing, that can catch up with you, when an excessive moment dissolves reality like the objects and colors in a painting. This painting, that I'm looking at, Year after year, this reality, gesehen von A ...
#pwME_posthum_my most beautiful summer day in August 2023
symptom-free for about 4 hours and dived into the river
SpokenMe_ Story of my rag*(*body) irrational body wanderings_the eye
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6LUEDWV8EaE
3004_Diary_September
I also say from nature: she is that, what I need. This ridiculous little one, pruned green survivals between our concrete towers- Betonstrassen- Mass keeping blocks and wire beads. But why do we say, we love nature, wir erho ...
#pwME_on the functional level of Myalgic E
Last month I made the decision after seven years of moderate-severe myalgic encephalomyelitis, a 1.5 hour assignment, 1once a week in the daycare center, the most subliminal offer for the mentally ill, to dare. I've had a yes for a while ...