3004_Diary_14.6.23
Now... At this point in my life it seems to me, as if my life transfigured into one, condensed hallucination. My life in isolation, the vague images and impressions of my surroundings, und die irren Bilder einer sich selbst ent ...
#pwME_but and yet….it is their biopsychosocial, dual model
...In the end it is the biopsychosocial effects, that kill you. And that's just the perfidious thing. That I have been considered biopsychosocial and therefore functionally ill for so many decades, was classified. Dabei litt ich an Myalgic Encephalo ...
SpokenMe_The Ear (rags)_I just had to steal such a beautiful intro….Thank you, Thank you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOvH1fro5q4
Red Comet_the short life and blazing art of Sylvia Plath, Heather Clark
'Sylvia Plath took here desires seriously in a world that didn't so.'
My favorite books_Schlatt_Franz Böni (1952-2023)
Franz Böni's books are out of print. Franz Böni was lost during his lifetime after his high-flying career with Suhrkamp. Because I put heavily filled banana boxes full of books on the street every few years, I no longer have Franz Böni, obwohl ich ge ...
3004_no more ME_crap here_instead of ME_lamentations&Anger visualizations
It's crazy, but having to talk about an illness, that did not exist in the world, during my most important years between 20 and 35, is also a compulsion. Because, If you look closely, they still don't exist, and nowhere except in my body. Ic ...
preliminary revision_the ear_history of my rag
das Ohr Als mein Lumpen noch klein war, there was an echo. A mountain wall reflected the sound back to him. My rag listened raptly. And paused. Like ballerinas, that are on point. It was that kind of silence. Später stiegen wir zum Tal. W ...